Question du jour
Friday, May 2nd, 2008How does one find any joy in life after being completely cut off from their child? Or find any self worth when the child they love is being told that she is better off with out him in her life? How does one find the heart to carry on?
I guess thats three questions…
What would H.P. Lovecraft do? (WWHPLD?) Maybe he’s not the best of role models having been quite the racist misogynist. He’d probably say its best to just shut out the world.
How about Robert E. Howard?
Howard’s writings reveal that he planned to go out while young and in the prime of health. Friends recall him defending the act of suicide as a valid alternative as early as eighteen years old, while many of his stories and poems have a suicidal gloom and intensity that seem prescient in hindsight, describing such an end not as a tragedy but as a release from hell on earth. -Wikipedia-
hmm… maybe not. He took a .38 to his head.
Maybe Ambrose Bierce? Mr. Bierce decided that being a gringo in revolutionary Mexico was a great way to go as you can see to his last letter to his niece:
Good-bye — if you hear of my being stood up against a Mexican stone wall and shot to rags please know that I think that a pretty good way to depart this life. It beats old age, disease, or falling down the cellar stairs. To be a Gringo in Mexico — ah, that is euthanasia! -Ambrose Bierce- -Wikipedia-
Theres always Iraq. My only reason for not going is gone. I have no one here to worry over me, and no one to keep myself safe for. It sounds tempting, quite tempting actually… except for the heat… and I’d fall really far behind on my daily web comic reading over there. The bullets? meh…
So, what would Poe do? That one I’m pretty sure I can answer.
Bottoms up! Not a bad idea, but it tends to lower my scores on the Physical Fitness tests.
Arthur Machen seems to have the healthiest of answers. After the death of his wife, Machen, with the support of a friend, joined The Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. While this didn’t last long, a sudden change of career to that of acting, and with it much traveling, led to a second happy marriage.
Sounds good, but I like Massachusetts too much to move, and I have too many bills to give up the salary of my computer career.
So whats a Joe gonna do? I have no idea. I guess that leaves scouring the web for more Lovecraft and friends news, info, and historical tidbits to post on LostCarcosa.net!

